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HAPPY B-DAY

I just came from school I think I hate my freinds they just want to shove food down my troat I understand they are just doing it because they care about me but them they dont have to make a big scene about it please I need some advise on how to deal with my friends.

I LOVE ALFREDO

I feel so proud of myself I havent eaten anything today. I feel as light as a feather I feel like I can breath and my stomach is flat I just hope that I dont get tempted today when I go out with my friends to eat. I was wondering if i was the only one that in the night was tempted to eat everything in sight. I hate that I feel like a big fat pig.

My parents are sooooooooooooo annoying can they just understand that I have to lose weight or else im not going to be skinny enough for my modeling gig they are soooooooooooo mean and not understanding I think I should start fasting because vomiting is hurting my troat it feels like it burns. 

hello im 15 and im looking for friends =)